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I may have mentioned a couple times that back in the 90s/early 00s I got some bomb threats that I was told had sufficient indicia of a true threat to be worried.

Most bomb threats are bullshit. It's easy to threaten, it's hard to build a bomb, transport it safely, hide it effectively, and detonate it successfully. I wanted to treat all the threats as junk, even though the person had my name and home address, claimed to have military experience with explosives, and described a plausible way to blow up my home. Friends and loved ones told me I was an idiot and I accepted that. Because of them I took new safety steps (including, by the way, inventing the nom de clavier Crip Dyke) designed to prevent future threats and took some other steps to mitigate the danger from this particular bad actor.

No bomb materialized. I get it that for a lot of people a 1% chance of explosive death is enough that it makes sense to deem a threat credible, but that's still 99 unfounded cries for each actual wolf.

It makes me want to respond differently to these threats, to ignore them. But those aren't my lives showing up to vote in De Kalb County, so I rage from this side of the ether, rage, "Let them vote!" Yet I would never actually contact the officials in charge of those polling places and tell them to ignore the risk. Because of my experience, I can't convince myself a wolf is actually coming. But I do my best to unclench my hands, to let others do what I know they must.

Still, it's impossible at these times not to think of those bombs, the many many bombs, that never quite reached my door. Though officials are not doing anything other than what they must do, what an ethical person should do when entrusted with the care of others' lives and rights, this intolerable extra weight , this peculiar torture of personal frustration has me screaming into the sky blue paint on my walls.

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Some election thoughts over on PJ. Not newsy, just thinky.

https://pervertjustice.substack.com/p/morning-meditation-after-the-election

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